You apparently seem to think that knowledge is not necessary as long as you have an idea. Or I think that's what you're saying because you have a very poor way of expressing yourself.
i'm talking about crying inside, to the point of giving up on being awake and jst going to sleep day after day.. more than 12 hours asleep.. waiting for the telephone to ring.. because there are social problems preventing satisfaction.
obviously i am here to be motivated by an industry, not belittled as a person.
cant do good in school when the battery has been forced to go dead more than once.
but as long as the weight doesnt linger to the people doing it.. they continue to do it.
i changed schools & didnt bring any friends along with me.. thus i am without a mob of people to provide flame retardant & support.
(my family life isnt any better, perhaps worse)
i dont have many electrical ideas.
i came here with the one i got.. there is only one, other than lowering distortion and trying to get more output (not power) from an amplifier.
it's terrible over here.. there are 40 electricians in the county.
there's only 114,000 people in the county
the rest of the local college offerings dont look attractive.
i cant join a college and live in a dorm because my family situation is terrible.
i ache enough to shiver.
i've experienced layers upon layers of neglect.
nurturing comforts life.. not mindgames when i can get those more than a millioin times a second.
i've got nowhere to walk other than defending being awake (or go to sleep)
i dont see why people want to twiddle their thumbs.. say a few lazy lines talking something down.. then walk away claiming they participated to a satisfactory level.
obviously multi-talented is a requirement of today
because then you cant talk about your college degree .. even on a forum that isnt massively visited like this one.
i'm not sorry.. i started with a strong character.. then got muted by lackluster attempt.
i cant ignore the person.. and if the person cant satisfy what they are talking to, distortion erupts.
**edit**
does it make sense when i say i am with very little to grip?
what do you think causes a person to start walking & observe?
i cant jst 'go find something else to do' because those things make me sick.
i imagine i'm not alone.. but those people can afford to go to the water hole & get a drink.. maybe communicate with somebody there.
....sad part is maybe when it should be inevitable.
i cant make the economy get any better.. no numbers to dial.. no email addresses to type to.
bruised? burnt?
needs are necessitation.. some people are with a shallow list, while others are simply insensitive.